Midnight blue thoughts

Ain't too big the price we pay to taste or feel 'just one more time' a memory lost? Is this all we're meant to feel? Why do we despise the present so much today, so that we can miss it like crazy tomorrow? Why do we do this to ourselves? We miss our past.. we miss(to be read as "dream") our future. The minutes are slipping through our fingers made of sentiments and we can only catch a glimpse of the reality. So far, so good. Tears, smiles, hopes, faith... these are the 'clothes' that dress our daily disillusions. We try to discipline ourselves to act not based on our feelings. We try to align our brains to our hearts. We're craving for balance. But the truth is... we're running too fast. We're searching too fervent for our little piece of happiness, that we forget why we're here actually.

I HAVE to decrease that HE (God) might increase. The end.